on hindsight, i think i should have been a vet...

 

(tell you more about it later. i hope. hehe)

tagged by the seester so i guess i have to answer...

Rules:

List seven (7) songs you’re into right now. No matter what the genre, whether (or not) they have words, or even if they’re any good, they must be songs you’re really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

so here is the list:

1.  in the sun by joseph arthur
2. beautiful man by lori mckenna
3. when it was over by sara groves
4. starting today by natalie imbruglia
5. if you want me to by ginny owens
6. all the words by kutless
7. happy is a yuppie word by switchfoot

TAG you're IT

1.  idagurl
2. john hof
3. moks
4. rheea
5. machoo
6. josh
7. dangergunns

 

today, stef does not want to work. she's been feeling like this since she woke up at 6:00 AM and later at 8:30 AM. she stared at the ceiling with the manual she's supposed to be writing hanging over her like poe's pendulum. she fell asleep again but to no avail. when she woke up at 9:00 AM, she still didn't feel like working.

it is now 12:30 AM. the day has passed. and yes, even if she didn't feel like it, she did get to work-- work meaning opening books that she wouldn't open on any other day and actually reading them and taking notes-- but her conscience tells her that it's not enough. there has to be an output. a number of pages churned out of her insanely bored mind. hence, she's still in front of the computer, wrestling with lethargy and losing. it's a pathetic.

she's not exactly feeling lethargic or lazy. she fed the indoor zoo (currently residing inside the house are 5 fighting fishes in individual vases; 3 goldfishies living with 2 angelfishies and a guppy in a ten-gallon aquarium; one hamster; and the cat. she drove through traffic to buy the book she needed. she even cooked dinner. she cleaned and changed the waters of the 5 fighting fishes. she even took her dad to a tour around google earth. and now she's blogging like she's never blogged in a long time.

but write social science lectures? zzzzzzz it's like cramming for the finals all over again but this time she won't be graded.

ok. now back to work stef.

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and how are you feeling today?

No, I am not impugning on the great Maestro's grammar, rather, this is my reply to the 102nd comment i got on the Nick Joaquin tribute i posted almost two years ago on May, 03, 2004.

nick joaquin	Mar 03, 06
it is my pleasure that people will understand my works. you must not be selfish if you have knowledge in my works especially the woman with two navels.Truly,God hates selfish people!Don't be stingy in sharing summaries about my novels or else you will live in cave and shadows and two navels will appear to your big tummy.I COMMAND YOU TO SHARE YOUR KNOWLEDGE TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO ASKED SUMMARIES IN MY NOVELS OR ELSE I MYSELF WILL VISIT YOU AND YOURSELF WILL SEE A COLD ZOOMBIE PREACHING YOU!

hehehe.

As of now, despite all my pleas, i have had 104 comments on that entry. probably only 2 of them are not request/demands for summaries and analyses of Nick Joaquin's works.

sigh.

1. entries lost forever because of erratic wifi connection
2. kfc replacing their yummy and substantial chicken strips with a lesser "chicken tempura"
3. cherifer's "height matters" campaign
4. QC and Manila jeepney drivers
5. EDSA bus drivers
6. Ma. Montessori of QC senior high school students
7. pinches
8. working during holidays

 

 

things have come to a pretty pass when i need to take a color psychology test to fully articulate how i am right now.

anyways, here are the results:

1. DESIRED OBJECTIVES OR BEHAVIOR DICTATED BY DESIRED OBJECTIVES.
 Needs a peaceful environment. Wants release from stress, and freedom from conflicts or disagreement. Takes pains to control the situation and its problems by proceeding cautiously. Has sensitivity of feeling and a fine eye for detail.

2. THE EXISTING SITUATION OR BEHAVIOR APPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION.
 Readily participates in things affording excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated.

3. CHARACTERISTICS UNDER RESTRAINT OR BEHAVIOR INAPPROPRIATE
TO THE EXISTING SITUATION.
 Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic  perfection in his sex-life.

(haha!)

4. REJECTED OR SUPPRESSED CHARACTERISTICS OR ANXIETY-LADEN CHARACTERISTICS.
 Pronounced susceptibility to outside stimuli. Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share  experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her  objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be  completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by  others to be interfering or meddlesome. Intense involvement.

5. THE ACTUAL PROBLEM OR BEHAVIOR RESULTING FROM STRESS.
 Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling her to free herself of the worry that she may be prevented from achieving all the things she wants.

 Afraid that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants and therefore demands that others  should recognize her right to them.

   1. RED      2. BLUE     3. GREEN    4. VIOLET   5. YELLOW   6. BROWN    7. BLACK    8. GRAY 
   1. BLUE     2. GREEN    3. VIOLET   4. RED      5. YELLOW   6. BROWN    7. BLACK    8. GRAY 

take the test here: http://www.saunalahti.fi/jawap/colour/colortest.html